Steps to reprogram disempowering beliefs and create new ones. Own your innate power as a creator of abundance.
I have reached a place in myself where I am no longer content to experience life as I had prior. It has become more uncomfortable to continue certain behaviors, thoughts, and beliefs than to change them. This has brought me to confront and explore their depths and how they were created.
In truth, we are all creators. We create with every thought that we think and with the emotions we harbor. However, we often apply our brilliant thought-energy and creative ability to reinforce boundaries, limit beliefs, and deny our ability to create magnificence. It is time to change the pattern.
Reprogramming myself is required. Similar to repairing a mechanical object that has ceased to function, I must find the connections that are no longer functioning and identify what led to the breakdown. I then create new wiring, new thoughts, to redirect the flow of energy and no longer experience the problem. During the process it is important that I monitor myself so that I do not become so immersed in searching that I move off course or use it as an excuse to cease my transformation. I must monitor myself with great honesty, observation, self-love, and respect.
I begin the process with meditative awareness. Relaxing my physical body and smoothing out my thoughts, I move into expansion as Light Consciousness. I ground with the Earth's Heart-Center and connect consciously with Divine Consciousness. I breathe, flowing and expanding.
I hold awareness that I am approaching long-held beliefs and conditioning that I had taken on during my existence, thinking them real...With my thought, emotion, and movement of energy, I expand the Consciousness that I am and fill every area involved.
I call on my support system; aides and helpers of the highest Light, angelic assistants, the Master teachers and guides. I call on myself as Master and throughout creation as Divine Love. I ask that each assist me in this transformation of my understanding and knowing of Self, the conditioning that had caused me to believe, limit, and create boundaries of what I do and do not experience in the realms of abundance: finances, employment, and all other aspects of living in the physical realm.
As I call on my supports, I open myself to receive their assistance. I hold awareness that I am approaching long-held beliefs and conditioning that I had taken on during my existence, thinking them real, and I am aware that some of the patterns of belief are carried over from expressions/lifetimes on Earth and in other realms. With my thought, emotion, and movement of energy, I expand the Consciousness that I am and fill every area involved. It flows freely and easily, I do not control it. I allow myself to consciously, subconsciously, and unconsciously follow the flow of Divine Awareness and essence that I am at my core. I invite myself to be patient with the experience, knowing that it occurs as a result of my intention.
Many of us had learned early in our lives that it is preferred that we minimize ourselves by not over excelling or displaying our fullness because others may experience discomfort or disapproval, and we conditioned ourselves to be constrained within these boundaries.
The first part that I move through in this journey is to acknowledge the disbelief in my innate power of, and as, abundance. I have always had the power of abundance, however, I had applied it as disbelief in my ability to create financial success, not fully believing or claiming what I had stated I seek or in the lifestyle that I stated I choose to live. I had applied the power of abundance by reinforcing thought-statements of disbelief.
An example of this is that as I move in expanded awareness and call attention to the beliefs that I had held and lived by, the following thought-beliefs rise in me, "It is not possible", "Who am I kidding?", "I'm trapped in the way I have lived", "I am unable to change", and "It is unrealistic for me to live and experience differently". These statements are not true. They only present themselves as true because they are the groundwork that I was raised with, took on from societal beliefs, and that I shaped from what I perceived as learning from my experiences and from others around me.
Beginning while we are infants/children we at times take on the thoughts and beliefs of those around us. We own them like they are our own when in fact they are not ours, they are not our genuine thoughts or creations. They are the beliefs and attitudes that we had thought that we were to learn, shown to us by others who had forgotten their innate Divine connection and ability to manifest. In truth, we are all creators. We create with every thought that we think and with the emotions we harbor. However, we often apply our brilliant thought-energy and creative ability to reinforce boundaries, limit beliefs, and deny our ability to create magnificence. It is time to change the pattern.
Many of us had learned early in our lives that it is preferred that we minimize ourselves by not over excelling or displaying our fullness because others may experience discomfort or disapproval, and we conditioned ourselves to be constrained within these boundaries. As we move through life we may allow ourselves to expand in various degrees, as long as we remain within the boundaries that are set up around us. To move beyond the boundaries that we have constructed around ourselves we must acknowledge our core beliefs, unconscious attitudes, and at times the reason for having created them.
There are teachings which state that we are not required to move deeply into self-understanding in order to create change and transformation. It is genuine that we can have the full intention to transform and, aligning with and as Divine Awareness, we then step out of the beliefs/limitations that we have held and step into the newness that we now claim. That said, there are times when for various reasons we move through the process more slowly and take shorter steps as a means to gain more complete understanding and experience. It is important to be present and aware in the moment.
I wait. I return my awareness to the Consciousness that I am, the flow of Divine Essence and Love. I expand as light while my questions fill the space, observing any and all that occurs.
While I am expanded Awareness I pay attention to the thoughts and emotions which present themselves to me. If lower-frequency thought/beliefs surface, it is important that I not give them more energy to grow from. Instead, I acknowledge them. I look at them individually and I notice what thoughts are attached to another. As the Observer, I then follow the energy to see where it leads. I ride the flow of creativity and imagination that moves through me, much as a child taps into the ability to play in a manner that is free from judgment, blocking, shaming, and limitation, to where the lower-frequency thought/belief exists. Into this space I place out questions such as, "Where did these beliefs rise from? What am I to learn from having experienced them? What is necessary for me to release and dissolve them, so that I create positive life-affirming abundance in the way that I live?"
I wait. I return my awareness to the Consciousness that I am, the flow of Divine Essence and Love. I expand as light while my questions fill the space, observing any and all that occurs. At times there may be thought or sensory impressions. I may experience the sudden Knowing of information, or a memory or pictures may appear to me. Or, as occurs today, a spirit travel unravels:
I experience a sensation, as though moving through space, through time. The movement stops and I witness a scene taking place, as though actors on a stage I see myself as a child and I am sitting on the floor, playing with my dolls. I hear my mother nearby. She is working on meal preparation while she speaks to someone on the phone about the misery and difficulty of finances, about the financial and physical needs of our family, and about her strength to succeed. I hear determination in her voice, and I perceive that she is stronger because of this struggle and that this is what life is about; facing obstacles and challenges and getting through life 'by the skin of our teeth', a phrase my mother often stated. Myself, as Observer, recognizes that my child-self heard this conversation and took from it the thought-belief that life is a struggle, life is challenging, life is difficult and hard, and that we are better for facing the struggle and having determination to succeed even though we will just barely scrape by.
The message that my child-self received from the overheard conversation, and then applied to my life moving forward, was, "I will always experience financial difficulty in life and I am to bare with it and face it but will never overcome it. I am noble for facing the struggle with grit and determination and not crumbling in it's face. I bare the challenges, and this is my success. But, I never overcome and step outside of the financial struggle."
As I observe and acknowledge as the Observer, it resonates deep in my being. Like an atomic blast or stone thrown into water, it has a rippling effect that moves all the way through me. As Conscious Awareness, I send the high vibrational thought and emotion into the rippling waves:
"I am a powerful creator.
I now free myself from all limiting beliefs and decisions.
I am a powerful creator of abundance.
The waves of intention and resolve dissolve the limiting thoughts, emotions, choices, and beliefs that I previously held and lived by.
I am a powerful being of abundance and love.
I now claim and move forward as the light being I am.
As a being of Divine power of abundance,
I create consciously, subconsciously, and unconsciously
with positivity, freedom, and high Light Essence.
I accept the positive, transformative power of abundance that flows through, in, and as me in all things, ways, and expressions."
It ripples through the physical worlds in which I exist here and multidimensionally transforming situations, transforming reactions to situations and experiences, freeing me with the power, essence, and affirming nature of the powerful creator of positive abundance that I am.
I sit in this thought-energy, resonating and aligning, until I am aware that my thoughts, emotions, physicality, beliefs - every aspect of my being - resonates and vibrates as this frequency of abundance. Until it has vibrated through the limiting beliefs, either raising their frequency to that of abundance or dissolving them.
I am reset. I am aware that I am a powerful creator of positivity, Love Essence, and abundance. My awareness as the high frequency moves through all energy layers of emotion and dissolves guilt, fear, and all limitation and disbelief of the power in the abundance that I am. It ripples through the physical worlds in which I exist here and multidimensionally transforming situations, transforming reactions to situations and experiences, freeing me with the power, essence, and affirming nature of the powerful creator of positive abundance that I am. I am healed, I am whole, and I resonate in high attuned energy and manifestation in this Earth walk and every other lifetime that I am in existence; here and now, there and then, as thought, as essence, as all living and conceived of and all that is not yet conceived by my awareness, beyond thought, shape, and form into the Oneness of All that Is. And so it is.